When I See Him

Thank you to the butterflies in my stomach
I haven't felt this nervous
Since I was a little fluffy down nesting
My derring-do is half-disguised behind a smile
My beak is grinding, ever minding
I swore I wouldn't dwell on the divorce
So for my own health, I'll remind myself
That when I see him
I know that it won't feel so tough
I'll believe him
And not the voice that says I'm not enough
No need for an arrangement, it can just be him and me
I'll set us free
How perfect it could be
When I see him tonight

See him tonight? Alright, alright
It's been a while since he bеgged for attention
Are wе okay?
Huh, can't really say
I'm getting by by avoiding his questions
So complicated, I hate when it's complicated
Why do I always end up in situations that are complicated?
Here I go again, gettin' in my head
So I'll focus on the sexy stuff instead

When I see him

When I see him, I'm gonna do that thing he likes

I will change things

No need to change things
I'll just bring the rope and spikes

Oh gosh

We've got a nice arrangement and it's working out just fine
We'll keep it light

I'll fucking die alone if this goes bad

When I see him tonight

Am I doing something I can't take back?

Relax!

Would he want me if he was free?

We're fine!

And if he's only here as a prisoner
What kind of monster does that make me?
My entire life's been written in stone

We're gonna bone!

He taught me that I could choose

It's cool!

He deserves the choice to stay or go
Though it scares me to think what I'd lose

Can't wait to lose ourselves in nasty sex
And make that bird squawk

We really must converse

We'll just stick with what makes sense
Like him sucking my-

Augh! This is the worst!
Waiting for the shoe to drop

Who needs words when you got a mouth full of-

Come to your senses

Then I'll do that thing with my tongue where I-

He's worthy of your love and trust

I'll eat his bird puss nice and rough

Tonight cannot come soon

He'll be coming soon

Enough

Oh, yeah!

But when I see him
Will it be tender or be tough?
Will it please him or will I just be fucking it all up?
Can this be a relationship or am I still naive?
I'll set us free
Whatever it may be
When I see him tonight